I watched you disappear out the front door As you told me that you're moving on Something broke in me and I filled with rage I don't wanna hear you say that you think the fucking feeling's gone Was I not the one? Should I cock my gun? Should I put it to my head? I watch you scream and run You did this shit for fun, you never seemed to care It was never real to you until there's blood everywhere ⠀ Times keep changing, days are wasted I missed your face and, all of the pain that came with it ⠀ Tell me is it really time just to accept Every night that we were fine, just to exit I know we had hard times but I let it Trample inside my mind, now I'm broken again ⠀ All my sadness turned to anger I cut my wrists just to feel something again I fought the police as they busted in They talked to me about how I'm supposed to live. ⠀ I watched you disappear out the front door As you told me that you're moving on Something broke in me and I filled with rage I don't wanna hear you say that you think the fucking feeling's gone Was I not the one? Should I cock my gun? Should I put it to my head? I watch you scream and run You did this shit for fun, you never seemed to care It was never real to you until there's blood everywhere ⠀ I built this RAGE cause I don't know what I'm supposed to say How'm I supposed to say anything anyway? Nothing comes across, in your fucking head I lost I might be lost, but I learned I'm not the only one ⠀ I couldn't give not a fuck what you might think Cause I know what you fucking think, it don't mean a fucking thing I'm so done with your bullshit, I don't wanna see your fucking face, not even in my fucking dreams ⠀ I watched you disappear out the front door As you told me that you're moving on Something broke in me and I filled with rage I don't wanna hear you say that you think the fucking feeling's gone Was I not the one? Should I cock my gun? Should I put it to my head? I watch you scream and run You did this shit for fun, you never seemed to care It was never real to you until there's blood everywhere