I been working on my insurance And I'm sorry I miss you I know that I can't fix you But I (?) ㅤ I think I lost sight of myself I been cooped up, think I might die by myself I put all my fucking dreams on the shelf I kinda hoping that you miss me, that's the only thing I felt I know I can't be the one that you wanted from me Just give me another chance, I can show you something ㅤ I got lost, I lost all my sight, now I'm blind The sky is grey like your heart when I look in your eyes I only lay here with my life, it was supposed to last I hope you know that it hurts to think about the past ㅤ I don't think that I'll move on I been stuck with the same bitch for way too long And I know that I love her because I'm writing this song If I wasn't I'd be up here thinking bout' her all night long ㅤ Had another dream, I don't remember a thing I'm so lost that my brain can't hardly even think I been so full of pain, can't even feel a thing I'll carve your name into my wrist, I won't forget your face And if the reaper ever takes me away Will you forget me for all of my mistakes? I won't call you, I won't leave a note If you really care about me, I think you'd be sad to see me go ㅤ I think I lost sight of myself I been cooped up, I can't go outside by myself I put all my fucking dreams on the shelf I kinda hoping that you miss me, that's the only thing I felt ㅤ I know I can't be the one that you wanted from me Just give me another chance, I can show you something ㅤ Look, I admit there wasn't a lot of peace But I know that you lost the lottery Who needs a billion dollars when you got someone that will support you from the bottom I know I was fucked up, but I'm tryna' blossom Wanna be together till' we turnin' into fossils Now my life is hard because you were my rolemodel I just gotta say I am sorry I never meant to be so hostile