I got liquor coursing thru my fucking veins It's not everyday I do this shit, but it helps the pain I don't want to see the world as it's falling into flames I don't wanna be the one that the future me would blame ⠀ OHHHHHHHHH, yeah Watch me run away from my problems I don't wanna solve them So I will dissolve them While I'm fuckin balling I got so fucked up That I thought it's smart to call them ⠀ Today's another day, Xanax to the face Anxiety it got me crawling to a darker place I can't keep my head up high, I am running out of time OH well baby don't you cry, everybody fucking dies. ⠀ I wanna see you lose hope, and focus Look at what you did to me, I'm broken And I hate my fucking self, I hate me this way I can't blame nobody else so I guess fucked up I will stay ⠀ I got liquor coursing thru my fucking veins It's not everyday I do this shit, but it helps the pain I don't want to see the world as it's falling into flames I don't wanna be the one that the future me would blame ⠀ OHHHHHHHHH, yeah Watch me run away from my problems I don't wanna solve them So I will dissolve them While I'm fuckin balling I got so fucked up That I thought it's smart to call them ⠀ I can't hide the monster that's inside of me I cough out spiderlings, my mental is spiraling ⠀ My best friend is death himself I can't have a gun cause I'd empty every shell Into my head, I'm already dead what would change Put me to bed, a little rest is all it takes. ⠀ --liquor coursing thru my fucking veins It's not everyday I do this shit, but it helps the pain I don't want to see the world as it's falling into flames I don't wanna be the one that the future me would blame ⠀ OHHHHHHHHH, yeah Watch me run away from my problems I don't wanna solve them So I will dissolve them While I'm fuckin balling I got so fucked up That I thought it's smart to call them